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Emilie Lygren
emilie.lygren@gmail.com / www.emilielygren.com

Bio Note: I'm a nonbinary poet and outdoor educator from San Rafael, California. My approach to writing and teaching emerges from the intersections between scientific observation and poetic wonder. My first book of poetry, What We Were Born For, was chosen by the Young People's Poet Laureate as the February 2022 Book Pick for the Poetry Foundation. I spend my time writing, wondering about oaks, and teaching poetry in local classrooms.

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A Reckoning with Johnny Appleseed


It sounds nice, doesn’t it, walking with a bag of seeds,
papering each village with a nursery of sweet orbs,
leaving behind something that will grow and grow.
 
Years after I heard the name in elementary school, I’m questioning him.
They told us he was tall and had a long beard.
I wish they’d asked us to go a little deeper.
What is the impact of apples?
What relationships have they formed
with insects and birds and people?
Who planted the trees in your neighborhood?
 
Johnny returned to every stand of trees he planted,
came back every two years to check up on them.  
 
But along the way he converted Indians to Christianity
and planted dogfennel too, which spread West and ran wild as a weed,
just another good green thing gone mad with power.
 
The article on the internet told me the Indians thought Johnny was
touched by a Great Spirit, but I want to know what else they said.
 
I’ve done it too, of course, thought I had something good to give
and maybe some of it was, but planted it in the ground before
asking what was there first, or what might grow instead.
 
I hope he put his palms to the soil and listened.
I hope he asked permission before speaking psalms.
 
This is what I’m trying to do with everyone who came before me.
The heroes from history class.
The ancestors I know about and the ones I don’t.
 
Questioning the seeds they planted with good intentions.
Looking at the grown trees and the shape of their shadows.
Teasing apart the weeds from what’s sweet and round.
Wondering what to put in my bag and carry on, 
what to uproot, what to leave behind.

The sparrows (Once again, I was wrong)


Once again, I was wrong.
And didn’t even realize
I thought I was right.

Just looked at the weeds’
sharp heads and assumed
no one would want to eat them	
pulled the plants by the roots
across half the garden 
as the spring sun went down. 

The next morning, 
striped sparrows
flushed through the yard.
Clipped seed heads
by the base, swallowed whole
their three-inch spines. 

Maybe I don’t need to say it but I will:

how many times this happens each day,
what I think I know painting itself 
across the ceiling of my mind, 
furrowing the skyline,
tinting the window glass. 

And how many times
I don’t see the sparrow,
miss the contradiction,
look past the world glancing back,
whispering defiantly:

think again.

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